Since as I have shared here before, the idea of forced feminization is one that I find a bit scary and intimidating, I am more than happy and relieved that my Mistress does not seem to have a strong interest in exploring the activity. I do consider myself to be of the typical masculine bent beyond of course the fact of the naturally submissive part of my nature. I really feel that this dichotomy of sorts, is what makes the experiencing and the exploration of my submissive side so uniquely meaningful and satisfying.
However, despite all this, more and more I find myself enamored with the idea of being forced by my Mistress to wear female panties. Actually my recent strong attraction to the idea leaves me feeling a bit confused because cross-dressing, even in this very narrow and limited way, is not something I have ever given thought to or found arousing to think about. This leads me to speculate that the idea of it interests me so much and does indeed provoke strong arousal when I think about it not because I want to wear female panties but because of the feelings it would produce was I made to do so. In other words, I think it is something that would produce mild, but significant humiliation and that is the aspect I think I feel an attraction for and find erotic.
I can imagine a number of variations on this theme; being made to wear nothing but a pair of female panties while doing routine chores around the house, being required to wear female panties beneath my normal clothing when going out or to work, and being required to stand in a corner with female panties around my knees with my legs widely spread and having to spank myself with a wooden spoon or other implement while reciting “I am a naughty sissy boy.” All of those ideas do invoke in me the kind of humiliation that I think I would find very arousing. I also do have a relatively frequent reoccurring fantasy where my Mistress, orders me to put on a pair of frilly, lacey, black women’s panties and then rub my cock through the silky material until I cum and then she requires me to remove the panties and clean them by sucking my cum from them. Even now as I write this and think about that fantasy, I am experiencing the very apparent physical demonstration of heightened arousal.
Perhaps at some point my Mistress will favor me with an opportunity to actually experience some of these types of activities involving the wearing of panties and then once and for all I will be able to see what feelings these activities produce and whether it does help me to experience a deeper sense of submission.
In the interest of hopefully stimulating feedback, I have decided to begin the practice of publishing one or more talking points in hopes of receiving comments from those who read my blog.
For Dominant Women: If you now have (or have had in the past) a submissive man, did you ever require him to wear female panties? If so, did you feel it enhanced his submission to you? Also, what are your preferences with respect to the kind of submissive male you personally prefer?
For Submissive Men: Have you ever been required to wear female panties and if so, what feelings did it provoke for you and did it make you feel more submissive?